Today was my parents wedding anniversary. They've been together for over 25 years. Mum said it was a day much like today, freezing cold but beautiful. I can't imagine getting married..I always said I wanted to be married before I was 25 but now I'm turning 22 this yr it still seems a much longer way off. I don't even have a bf. I think it's the one thing I'm scared of in life, that I'll never find someone to spend my whole life with and be alone..and I don't want to have to settle not to be. Sometimes I feel I'm too different to find the right guy. Someone that might be compatible with one part of me just doesn't work with another aspect. I don't seem to fit together smoothly like most girls do. It's amazing to think of all the years my parents have been together and still they can go out to dinner alone like tonight. I often wonder how they've done it. I hope that to be me one day..
