Yeh..got home yesterday. Amazing week in Syd.. now reality hits. There's that saying not to cry that things ended but to smile that they ever happened, but I have to think... sometimes I wish things never did happen because at least then you wouldn't know what you're now missing. If it never happened well at least you wouldn't even know what it was like and things would be normal, whereas once they have happened then taken away then there's a gap and you're left to question why that gap is there and if the thing was really important in the first place and what it ever meant and what now and all the other shitty questions your head makes up.
Yes, sometimes I think life would be a lot easier if there were no good moments, just constant living..coz with no ups there'd be no downs...and downs definitely suck..
ill write about Sydney sometime soon.
....I'm off to Toms farewell with Tim and stuff..hopefully I'll forget everything...
