6.9.10
I’m so over everything, it’s all so pointless. Like our lives are made up of doing things for everyone else or in order to get somewhere where you don’t even have any control over getting to. I’m through. I’m just going to get my bike and ride it every day and focus on getting good at it, just cause I can and because it’s something for me. I’m going to figureskate once a week and I’m going to do well at each and every one of my units at uni. I just got a credit plus for my first assign of the semester so that’s a start.. I don’t care if it seems like I don’t have a life cause all I do is focus on these certain things but I will have a life and it will be awesome because it will all be for me and it’s all what is real and what will stay even after everyone else has gone. I may sound selfish but I’ve found living for anyone else is a waste of time.
