22.7.10

So tonight I’ve decided to have a night to myself. A stay at home night in my room alone. Ash has gone out and Nats about to as well with her 4 mates that are staying here atm...theyre kinda annoying. I was going to go but sitting here just now made me realise that I haven’t really had any time to myself since I’ve been here. Even quiet nights in are with at least one of my housemates or people staying or visiting and otherwise it’s nights out, at a friends or at work surrounded by people. It’s kind of weird considering how much time I used to just spend alone back home.. speaking of home, tomorrow night I’ll be driving back to Canberra for the weekend for first time since I've moved here. It kinda already feels weird and I'm slightly nervous, not sure why but I almost forget what my rooms like and how my other friends are and stuff cause I haven’t really heard from any since I've been here. Even the thought of a city and being brought back to reality with the rush of normal working studying family life. It will defiantly be hard to move back there for good, back in with my parents and returning to study. I'll not be used to the mix of people and how not everyone is there for the same reason- snow. I'll miss my home up here and my now close friends that I've made like Chase and Nat and Caitlyn.  It's even worse to think that I probably wont see a lot of them until next season or definitely for a while..